I was just thinking of how much I miss the way things used to be.

True, I was an incredibly emotional person who started way too many arguments, but I had friends. Lots of them. Maybe having most of your friends on the internet isn't ideal, but I liked it.

I miss Chris, and Sophie, and Kayleigh, and so many others.

It seems that a lot of my time lately has been spent looking back into the past. It's almost as if I'm trying to reclaim those days.

But it's impossible. The past is the past, as they say.

Still... Sometimes I wish I could go back and relive it all over again.

What I would give for that.